ugh.
for some reason my head feels like a brick this morning. maybe its the drambouie. i was left alone in the house last night with a bottle of the thick sweet stuff, feeling a little more sad than there was reason for. bad combination.
but i have been sad a lot lately. i'm leaving here in three weeks. got my ticket two days ago, just before we were told that my mom's surgery couldn't happen until mere days before my flight and that she wouldn't be getting out of the hospital until the very day i was going. fuck.
so, part of the reason that i came here is up in smoke, and now we have to try to get someone else to commit to taking care of her when she goes into the hospital in march.
any takers?
